one of us cant be wrong.

She didn't know if she was ever

 to be

 a lover

she knew however

that if she were to somehow

get over the necessity to find

purpose 

behind

loving and

being loved

that she would

him or

him.

the first him is a him

that was there

more intensely

all along

but the fire

in-between him and her

had burned whatever

laid between

but there were still

little things

stuff of the earth

bursting though

the path between them

once burnt

the other him

the other 

potential almost

lover

had been a vague idea

in the back 

of her ridiculous necessity

to establish existence

he was

simplicity

and breez like motion

without the burn of fire

still without the warmth.

if she were ever

to find a lover

it would be one of 

them.

yes

there was the issue

of

which one

but even bigger

why any?