I am tiered
i am tiered of trying to write
i am tiered of trying to find a reason why i should try
to write
i am tiered of painting
i am tired of reading and
trying to find
something that will
alter my
ways of thinking
i am tiered of not sleeping enough
even after
12 damn hours
of sleeping
i am tiered of
making endless loop
of hell
small talk
about your goddamn adventure
at the grocery store
i am tiered of
always being tiered
and i am tiered of you expecting me
to
be so damn excited
about the first day]of the rest of
my goddamn life