Friday, July 6, 2012

please god not a poem

i havent written any poems in
pretty much the longest time i have ever spent
not writing
since i ever started
writing.
which was at 16
16 is a very nice age
or
now i see was a very nice and stupid little age
for me
and one:
i dont know if i have reached a certain level of
'avant gaurdness'
or if
i am simply
'fuck it' ing
or just
giving up
but
i dont know the structure of a poem
and i was never one of those
burning for the details of a poem
except now i want my
'poem'
to be as far away
from other poems
as possible.
i dont want her to have any metaphors
her
i dont want her to rhyme
i dont want her to have any alliteration, similes whatever
the actual 
fuck
i just want her
to
with all her filth spit
spit endlessly.

shes always been just a vessle
trying to be pretty enough
so someone would look
and actualy answer my
goddamn questions
the ones i glues on her
ripped
little
dress



what is it like
to be
held without end
and to not question
the thought
motivation
compatibility
of whoever
holds
you
to not wish their breath
away
away

what is it like to actually
want
someone to hold you
to want
to be
"thing"
with desks and titles and
parking lots
what is it like
to know
and
walk peaceful
with the gentle little 
knowing

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